*cough* OK I admit it's quite dusty here. Sorry bloggie.
It's 2.34am now and I haven't gone to bed because I am doing Mint Mask. Hehe I am an enthusiast of masks. =D
Time flies and another study break is going to over, oops did I just mention study break? OK I know I will no longer have any study break from now on, instead I have to look for employment opportunities which is what I've been doing recently. I am not kidding but this whole thing is just driving me crazy. I am afraid I can't get a job, to be more precise, I am damn scared of the new chapter of my life. I am lost but I know I have to do something. I have to because this is my future, my life and I take full responsibility of everything I decide to do from now on.
Actually, I know what is my ultimate goal but my plan kept on changing due to too many uncertainties. I have confirmed my plan and this time I am gonna stick to it until the end. I hope I can make it, I really do. For those who have given me precious advices and encouragement, I would love to say I appreciate that very much.
I always know I am not the smart one. Sometimes I think too little before a move, which is why my sis-in-law said I am late for applying jobs as compared with others. Yea, you may said I am pampered. I know I am blessed, that I don't really need to worry about money right now. My parents give me total freedom to do what I want to do and never force me to get a job before a deadline. It's me that feel ashame, I want to contribute something instead of slacking at home.
Argh...forget about it. I am just ranting for no reason.
Anyway, good luck to myself and also all the best for those who are facing or will have to face the same situation as me.
AZA AZA BOO YEE TENG-YOU CAN DO IT! =)
It's 2.34am now and I haven't gone to bed because I am doing Mint Mask. Hehe I am an enthusiast of masks. =D
Time flies and another study break is going to over, oops did I just mention study break? OK I know I will no longer have any study break from now on, instead I have to look for employment opportunities which is what I've been doing recently. I am not kidding but this whole thing is just driving me crazy. I am afraid I can't get a job, to be more precise, I am damn scared of the new chapter of my life. I am lost but I know I have to do something. I have to because this is my future, my life and I take full responsibility of everything I decide to do from now on.
Actually, I know what is my ultimate goal but my plan kept on changing due to too many uncertainties. I have confirmed my plan and this time I am gonna stick to it until the end. I hope I can make it, I really do. For those who have given me precious advices and encouragement, I would love to say I appreciate that very much.
I always know I am not the smart one. Sometimes I think too little before a move, which is why my sis-in-law said I am late for applying jobs as compared with others. Yea, you may said I am pampered. I know I am blessed, that I don't really need to worry about money right now. My parents give me total freedom to do what I want to do and never force me to get a job before a deadline. It's me that feel ashame, I want to contribute something instead of slacking at home.
Argh...forget about it. I am just ranting for no reason.
Anyway, good luck to myself and also all the best for those who are facing or will have to face the same situation as me.
AZA AZA BOO YEE TENG-YOU CAN DO IT! =)
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